i think it's time to just admit that this page/gallery has become a place to vent.
there's no art here anymore.

yeah, occasionally i'll update on life if i feel guilty, or write something pretentious when -not if- when i feel all high and mighty, but mostly i'll just use this place to vent..

of course, the things you read are going to be either
a) self-loathing, but speaking in 3rd person
b) self-pitying, but speaking in 3rd person
c) actually writing of some other being than myself
d) strangely jolly.
or e) meaningless to me after the 2weeks i can remember what it means.

but mostly just confusing. i'm not sure if it's just me, or a lack of practice/know-how, but most of the time not many people understand what i'm talking about. perhaps it's the crappy punctuation.

anyways.
this all is not to say i'm now active or will be writing heaps soon. >_>' just seems like it's better to say 'stop expecting anything from me' than 'hi' then disappear every now and then.

..that's odd.
did i just show etiquette?

psft. it's just lowering standards to excuse laziness.. >>' -salutes- apologies for not replying. just doesn't feel right anymore..